Long Emotional Week

Last Friday I was crying and shaking as I sat down to continue writing my memoir, my first non-fiction book: SEX, DRUGS, AND INSANITY (A memoir). I was just so distraught when I came to the part where I will share some childhood memories. It wasn't the prettiest childhood. Actually it was very hard for me. The emotional and physical abuse I got from some family members and peers has left me mentally scarred in many ways. I want to leave the past in the past and move forward to positive things but writing about it definitely brings me back to that dark lonely place. It is like reliving it all over again. Anyway, I had a huge break down and had to be rushed to the hospital where I stayed for a couple days under 24/7 surveillance.

I feel like I must consult with my counselor first or at least get into stable, routine therapy sessions before I continue the memoir. I'm afraid I have to abandon this manuscript right now. For the time being, I am reaching out to any support I can get and going to bury myself and the dark thoughts in great books...and reality shows!  


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